but surely I'm separating myself from people in my life considered 'friends'.
as I don't really have many already, I have realized that I need to learn how to choose
friends a little bit more wisely.
I guess what you can say is that I'm tired of trying for people who don't really appreciate
it much or just take it for granted. This is how I feel now, who knows if things might change but for now
this is my decision. I'm just at a point where I feel so lonely and if I had 'real' friends I doubt my
feelings would be this way.